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I was taken to hospital last night, well tea time. Id taken alot of painkillers and my CPN could tell. Usually they cant tell but i had taken more this time. So i was kept in until about 2am. I told them i was fine and didnt need to be there.
The glorious crisis team came, and were as much use as usual, and sent me on my merry way, Cue more pills. I am torn. I want it to end and all the thoughts to stop but if it doesnt go to plan i dont want to face the consequence.
Im tired and i just want to sleep