BPD Diary

Been back in hospital.  See how much it helps
Really hit me tonight how my dads side of thr family have caused me a lot of distress since child hood. How very invalidating they have been.
But it will be my fault. Regardless of the fact I was very young to begin with.  But it stoll effects me so i will be ‘being stupid’ I give up

Been back in hospital. See how much it helps
Really hit me tonight how my dads side of thr family have caused me a lot of distress since child hood. How very invalidating they have been.
But it will be my fault. Regardless of the fact I was very young to begin with. But it stoll effects me so i will be ‘being stupid’ I give up

Back in hospital. Staring at my sh images to try and help. Sometimes it helps. But I nees to do it

Back in hospital. Staring at my sh images to try and help. Sometimes it helps. But I nees to do it

imtegan:

and every little thing will be all right. 

imtegan:

and every little thing will be all right. 

(via sharp-objects-and-soft-skin)

letsfly-2thestars:

ant1christ:

can’t stop reblogging this, it’s truly amazing

so powerful

letsfly-2thestars:

ant1christ:

can’t stop reblogging this, it’s truly amazing

so powerful

(Source: rules-are-meant-2-be-broken, via my-guardian-angel16)

Hospital.

I was taken to hospital last night, well tea time. Id taken alot of painkillers and my CPN could tell. Usually they cant tell but i had taken more this time. So i was kept in until about 2am. I told them i was fine and didnt need to be there.
The glorious crisis team came, and were as much use as usual, and sent me on my merry way, Cue more pills. I am torn. I want it to end and all the thoughts to stop but if it doesnt go to plan i dont want to face the consequence. 

Im tired and i just want to sleep

All week for my dbt group Tuesday. A year for next year to be better.A life time for death. ..

All week for my dbt group Tuesday.
A year for next year to be better.
A life time for death. ..

(via 2white2caree)